MWAHAHAHHAHA.

No, I'm not re-using my LJ =/

Just very bored in class and wanna say a big I MISSSES YOU to everyone on my f-list.

I'm blogging at http://mikuen.blogspot.com for those you do not know.

My programming lecturer is aweomse.

I'm stressed and tired T_T

Ganbatte to everyone!

Deepavali is coming soon!!

~megumi@classssusususu~

Because of something I just read, I have the motivation to post.

Nothing interesting really.

Life's been going on and on, whether I get enough sleep or not.
Whether I'm stressed or not.

I'm glad, in the end, no matter how stressed I am, I'm still sane.
I don't have to do bitchy-evil rants here to destress.
There's more to life than than :)

Assignments are like...pilling up more and more, but they're more interesting compared to the ones we had before.

Really, I lost my blogging sense.
More like, my previous blogging habits.

Planning to have a blogspot soon.
Yes, I'm half-ditching this blog D:

Just a random shoutout to everyone to ganbatte, especially those in TOA.
You guys still rock >D
Even though we aren't in the same class anymore, I appreciate all the hi-byes I get when I see you guys randomly around college ^____^
Hope you're all doing well!

~megumi@randomrandom~

Pics from Japan!
:D
I'm finally unlazy!

( Image heavy D: seriously )

~megumi@japanawesomeness~

In Changi Airport now.

Have to wait a few more hours until I can get on a plane back to Penang.

I FINALLY BOUGHT NICE CLOTHES :DD

*happy&dies*

Shall update more junk when I get back x)

~megumi@okaeri~

Fell sick two days ago DX
Thought I was going to die or something.

Went to the doctor the next day and it turned out to be a virus - bringing fever with it.

FEVER = KEELZ.

Anyway, I'm okay now, took my medicine and stuff :)

Shall reply more to you comments in the previous post when I have the time!

Changing host tomorrow before coming back on the 26th.

~megumi@imalive~

Okay~here goes:

List down stuff you want me to buy for you in Japan ( more like, Fukuoka ).
Not give.
I don't have enough spending money to give away stuff u___u;;

I will only buy:

1. For people who can actually meet up with me to get their stuff after I get back to Malaysia - may it be Ipoh or Sunway. *exception for some wonderful people I know who don't live in Malaysia - I will send the stuff to you, if they're not expensive ^^

2. For people who ask for reasonable stuff - eg. no weapons. Custom will kill ;_;

And hopefully - for the people who want more expensive stuff, you can pass me some money before I go :)

AND, no promises.
I'll be following my cousin around, so if I don't go to places with what you want - I won't be able to get it.

*Please include pictures with your requests? :)

Some friends asked for sakura flowers.
I'm supposed to put them in a book and flatten them.
Anyone else wants sakuras? :3

Heaven's birthday is on the 7th.
Saturday.
I would be in Ipoh then. Leaving for Penang.
Sucks to not be able to celebrate his first birthday with him.
Planned to celebrate it in advance - today.
Have to go buy cake later ♥ Ice cream cake :D

Perspective was rushed but I'm glad it's over!

Will miss college + Sunway + Dota + awesome friends here a loooooot!!
T^T

~megumi@japan!~

( Oooooooo RANTS.  )

On a lighter note...
Some picsss 8D
( Image heavy..? )

ROKKUGUH PWNS YUR ARSE. And mine too la :)

~megumi@whatever~

Batik was awesome :D

Hair extensioning is bettur.

Uhh, CAUTION UNEDITED PICS DX

( Hah, now YOU effing kiss my arse. Eh, sorry picspam. )

*Plz to not mind the LJ cut text :D

~megu@batikhairextensionyayies!~

My housemates celebrated my birthday just now ^^;

The switched off all the lights and gave me granola-bar-cake with those evil candles that could never be blown out.

Guess what my prezzie was? xD
Ichigo-plushie desuu!!

[Wanted to upload pics but my photobucket is being evil so you can't see the blinding ichigo-ness]

I love them so muchies! ♥

~megu@ichigotanjoubi~

Happy birthday to Ah Huang too! :D

m00n13/Dovey-Lovey/PoRn chan~

I got your card!
Thanks for the strawberries X3

And the fanart too!! *O*

Just to let those who don't know yet know, my grandfater passed away yesterday.

Don't have to say "I'm sorry" to me - or anything of the sort, coz I'm sure he's happy in heaven.
He's been wanting to go there since so long.
He didn't even have the energy to eat when I left for college.

He was 97 years old.

Rushed back to Ipoh.

Found out so much awesome stuff about him at his funeral, when people gave speeches.

From now on, I'll live my life at least half of how he lived his.

Really arsed day.
Rushing all around.
Didn't finish my class assignment.

But I'm glad class was cancelled and I got to eat lunch and play DotA with a certain someone.
Though it got awkward later for no particular obvious reason.

...anyway!
Just like, wanted to write stuff here coz I miss someone badly and listening to my emo-song collection isn't really helping.

I'm glad _kazeki_ and pockyzilla are still up to chat ♥

~megu@...~

Many apologies for not replying to your comments/posts recently!
Just got back from Thailand on the 31st~
And proceeded to be extremely addicted to online games x___x;;

I spent New Year's Eve and New Year Day playing Pirate King Online and O2Jam.
starry_ says that the first day of the year reflects on the whole year~
So, PKO - my life is yours.

*pwned*

Before I proceed onto details of my trip to Thailand~

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE CARDS AND PREZZIES!!♥♥♥♥

( Just to let you know if I have or haven't receiveed your card/parcel )

Thank you to all of you who wished me Merry Christmas or Happy Birthday or Happy belated New Year ♥ - whether it was a text message, or testimonials or comments or MSN pms *coughaiko♥cough*.
I appreciate it a lot :)

Dead or Alive ( the live action ) kicks ass, and so does Star Wars stfu.

I'm redying my hair, open for suggestion on colors xD!

I haven't done figures.

Before I forgot, details of my Thai trip :D
~ Animals can be soooo tame! And they do the awesomest stuff one can imagine!

~ THAI TRANSVESTITES ARE THE PRETTIEST HUMANS ON EARTH! I WANT TO MARRY ONE!
For real - I didn't want to believe they were males - until I talked to one and she- well, he spoke.
PRETTINESS!!! *______*

~ Tall slim guys in striped shirts! ♥

~ The sea is salty.
No, not that I never knew - just that it has been a long time since I've been to a beach, and it was so nice!

~ Thai movies and songs are actually nice~

I love F.I.R.!
Happy New Year again and Ganbatte for 2007!!
:D

~megumi@...?~

{{ e d i t }}
I forgot something!

Thank you, to all the people who were by my side in 2006 - whatever happened between us, I appreciate it all ♥ :D
Some of you are irreplacable - and I love you all always!

& { megu's 2007 resolutions } `
...kononnya xD

1. Be a better person omgsoclicheftw - well, just to understand myself more, and think before I act & speak. Be a better Christian, daughter, sister, housemate, friend, stalker etc etc~

2. Push myself in my studies.
Yes - I realize I haven't been really serious in them ;___;

3. Lose weight and be thinner Dx

4. Stop stalking. Stop having random infatuations and fandoms. Kill all my Ipoh friends ( virtually ) with my DotA skills :)

....There should be more....but....well heh xD
They will come when time comes~

I love today's Daily Bread so much I have to post it here~

Philippians 2:5-11
5Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:
6Who, being in very nature God,
did not consider equality with God something to be grasped,
7but made himself nothing,
taking the very nature of a servant,
being made in human likeness.
8And being found in appearance as a man,
he humbled himself
and became obedient to death—
even death on a cross!
9Therefore God exalted him to the highest place
and gave him the name that is above every name,
10that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow,
in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
11and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the Father.

If you knew for certain that you were going to lose your voice and that you would never be able to speak again, what would you want your final words to be?

A man with throat cancer faced an operation that would save his life but not his voice. Just before surgery, he spent time with his wife telling her of his love. He did the same with his daughter.

Then he asked his doctor to let him know precisely when the anesthetic would make him unconscious. As the man was slipping off to sleep, he said distinctly, “Jesus! Jesus!” That was the last word he chose to utter in this life—“Jesus!”

How meaningful is the name of Jesus to us? Other names, like the names of those we love, are inexpressibly precious. But for those of us who are redeemed by God’s grace, the name of Jesus is the most meaningful. And it is to our heavenly Father as well. He “has highly exalted Him and given Him the name which is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, . . . and that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father” (Phil. 2:9-11).

Throughout the rest of our lives and into eternity, let’s magnify that wonderful name—Jesus. —Vernon C Grounds

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!
Let all heaven and earth proclaim:
Kings and kingdoms will all pass away,
But there’s something about that name! —Gaither
© 1970 by William J. Gaither

The name of Jesus is precious to those who know Him and profane to those who spurn Him.

12 December 2006: YUU died DX I had been ignoring him because of O2Jam

YUU (II) was born :D
It's a GIRL.

x { End Tamgotchi owner-Megu Diary } x

I miss Sunway and all my college mates T________T

26th November 2006 : I bought my very first Tamagotchi.

Named it NAO.
Typoed my name.

Over the week : It got mad at me countless times.

Today : IT BECAME GAY AND NOW HAS A BABY.

x { End Tamgotchi owner-Megu Diary } x

OMG CLASS TWO L-SAMA IS JUST 8 STREETS AWAY FROM ME NOW!!!!
asdfghjkl;'

~megu@megumegumegulskndlsakdnals~

I have never felt more sickly tortured.

I think I'm going to die in bed.
Voiceless.

Thank you very, very, VERY much to all the wonderful people who've more or less looked after me :)
Love you all~!!

Because of my wonderful sickness I've been sleeping a lot.
Meaning, I didn't do my assignments.
Meaning, I have to stay up tonight DX

I'm not sure what illness I'm having either ^^"
I know I'm having sore throat ( or throat infection, whichever ) - hence the awesome voice change.

But I get cold for no reason also D:
I'm like, wearing a cardigen to sleep with two layers of blankets, but I still freeze.

Why does it have to be this week? T_________T

~megumi@...~

aiko25: YOU! You left me with 98475864 yaoi manga cliffhangers!!! xD
But thanks a lot~ for taking care of me :D

kyeion: YOU TOO!! You made me super addicted to HanaKimi's manga!! DX
Now I definately have to download the whole drama x)

I'm broke :D
In a happy way~♥

( Megumon - saving your f-page from long shopping rants :D )

"Sometimes, I see nothing when I stare into your eyes. You're dead."

~megumi@NAO♥~

I finally get to eat Bread Story's cake!! *O*

TIRAMISU~~♥
Eating it feels like I'm in heaven and there's no more evil TOA assingments/projects now~
*_______________________________________*

Fahrenheit is ♥.
I've been listening to their album non-stop for more than one day n___n;;~
Oh, it's not a Japanese band x)
But it's definately a boyband with bishies >D
Not to mention, lovely boyband songs I love so much.

Now...back to assignments DX

~megumi@飛輪海~

Why do I live only to hurt others?

Just in a few months, I've hurt countless people.
A lot of them being the people I cherish a lot.
The people I love a lot.
The people who are irreplaceable in my worthless life.

I'm trying to hard to make others happy, but I can't seem to do it.

I'm trying not to be - but in the end I'm selfish.

I'm trying to care for other's feelings - but I end up neglecting them more.

I try not to be jealous - I end up hurting people when I do.
But I still get jealous.

What am I doing wrong?
Why does everyone around me end up hurting?

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry - to everyone I hurt.
Before and now.
To those who hate me.
To those who wasted their time on me.
I'm really sorry.

I hate myself too, and I don't know what's the point of living on when I only hurt others in the end.

I'm really sorry.